yesterday: girl scout cookies. lots. Assassin’s Creed. today:… i feel better when i eat less. Tomorrow. Will i work out? Nothing stops me but myself. Every inclination; but i just wake up and fall into listlessness. Relaxation? I still don’t think I’m doing it right.
Maybe it’s because i’m trying?
I need to stop that whole trying thing.
Preferring reading over video games. Living one day to the next. Boring. Make plans and do plans. It’s about execution of IDEALS not reiterating the same motions. No wonder I’m depressed.
There i said it. I am boring. Goddess, what has the world come to? Too much time to think. Too
Alright. That settles it. Need to get better at this whole thing. I think I’m going for a hike tomorrow. Just get up and go; then get coffee and come back and shower and eat eggs. All about 30min before noon.
When company comes over…which is always awkward when you’re in a towel and dripping wet.